Why is it always assumed that a person ’needs’ someone for the rest of their life . . . is Being without a partner that much a struggle . .
What is the ‘need’ .
.. . according to my unnamed friends [ ;) ] - everything from the biological need for intercourse to the biological need to reproduce .
... according to the my biology textbook in school the ultimate goal of life is reproduction . . to put it crudely the NEED to pass on the SEED . .
…. According to me . . . life is what you make out of it . . u could be married with more kids that you can count and still be lonely . . you could have more girlfriends than you can handle in the hope to fill that loneliness inside you . . now these are all theories obviously but the fact of the matter is most people live life in a way they supposedly want and one fine day BOOM arranged marriage . .
…. That brings me to the point of marriage . . why do people actually do it . . is it just to guarantee companionship cos people are so scared of being alone.. . or is it people are scared of dying alone (which is a possibility even if married . no guarantee your spouse outlives you . . then what happens to them if you die they lose their gurantee) . . pretty morbid isn’t it . . that’s why prefer to be alone . . atleast my hypothetical partner wouldn’t have to hear abt me or her dying . . J
Somehow that’s my morbid fantasy . . the smell of my rotting body announces my death to people . . hope my body secretes musk when it putrifies . . J
Coming to personal experience of being alone . . lets see movies alone no prob . . shopping alone no prob . . travelling alone definitely no prob. . the only thing I found relatively tough is eating alone (heavy on pocket if one wants to try lots of dishes J) . .
Now don’t get me wrong its not like I have a problem with the opposite sex . . actually company wise nothing amuses me more. . . but the price of having one around me all the time is too much . . to be specific it takes a toll on them . . not going in to details at this point on that matter (for another rainy day . . you should keep the readers interested . . the morbid thoughts are the hook to get you interested in my personality) . .
So I embark on my lonely road in the pursuit of loneliness. . hope no one hitches a ride . . J
P.S. disjointed text I know . just in a mood to pen something . . and as they say something better than nothing . . . .